“I was just wondering how many other people feel like this… i’ve never met another ace so I don’t really have anyone else to ask!
Every now and again I get turned on. It might be from a dream or from reading a particularly raunchy fanfic… and I find it terribly frustrating because I don’t know what I’m supposed to do with that arousal. I absolutely hate masturbating. Everything about it is gross to me. And I definitely don’t want someone else to take care of it for me.
Naturally I just wait for it to pass, but it always makes me feel so betrayed by my own body and it also makes me desperately wish I COULD enjoy that feeling and to get off without feeling gross about it.
I guess I just wanna know how people who feel similar to this stop hating themselves for it? And how they handle it personally?”