From the inbox #423

“Hello everyone. Is it okay if I have a moment of sharing with you even if I don’t get much of a response? I just don’t really have anyone to talk to about it. So, there’s this guy that works at the grocery store I frequent here. I’ve always thought he was pretty cute and fun to look at, but that’s all I thought about it. However, yesterday, he smiled at me for the first time. I know my face turned red after that lol. I kept thinking about his smile all day afterward, and it made me smile. It made my heart beat faster too. I even went as far as thinking of cuddling with him in bed last night. I know how foolish that sounds. I don’t even know the first thing about him. I don’t know his name or if he has a partner already. For all I know, he could be a complete jerk. Though, someone who wears a Santa hat with Yoda ears can’t be all bad, can they? Lol. I think this is the first legitimate crush I’ve ever had before. It feels weird, but it also leaves me feeling down. Being that I’m a sex repulsed asexual, that alone makes me feel it’s already doomed. I feel so stupid for finding my first interest in a complete stranger with whom I’ve only ever shared glances with. I’ve never had a relationship before either, and I don’t think I’d be able to handle one. So, when it comes down to it, I’m just feeling like a hopeless idiot right now, and I don’t know what to do. I don’t even feel brave enough to go back in the store. Lol. I’m such a loser. But if anyone has any advice or their own experiences that they could share, I think that would help me not feel so bad.”

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